I have 5 minutes to write what was suppose to be an hour of paid internet in the only place I could find on this fucking island to have internet. Mostly to tell loved ones I was alive and landed safe. Trying to get used to this town but it’s hard to understand anything when people speak fast and don’t know a lick of English. Even my elementary is useless. But it doesn’t stop guys from taking full advantage whether we speak or don’t speak, for them to fully eye and vocally rape us. Yes, it doesn’t help that I have a hot kiwi and hot aussie with me but they are just almost unbareable. It is leaving such a bad tast in my mouth that it also makes me extremely uncomfortable to take my camera out cause we are such an eye sore apparently. I feel safe yet not at all. We even had someone just let themselves into our room last night. Yes, it was the woman renting the room but even tho she forgot our pillow and sheets, she decided to just walk in while we were sleeping. I thought we were getting robbed. I hate being so negative by I just haven’t hit my groove yet and the disgusting men and little boys actually are making it hard for me to give this fucking country a chance. And if you know me well, I’m pretty cool with crazy and weird shit. This is just OVERBOARD. Hopefully tomorrow is better. I want to salsa dance and I am starting to think it’s a HORRIBLE idea. Just stick to my paid bed with no internet, tv, radio, or anything else except water and men outside. #justbitterfortoday